Hi there.. long time no blog... its been like 6 months i think... haiz what to do... i was busy, crazy and lazy to blog... piles of assignment waiting for me to finish... every week i have to submit at least one assignment. How fun was that...? Sometimes even cannot sleep because of the assignments due date... every morning panda eyes go college... but anyway, i have survive... I'm still young (i guess), few days of not enough sleep won't kill... but one thing i found out when i didn't sleep for the whole night is... people actually care for me.. wow... that was shocking... right? no? why not? hahaha... funny.. y would i say that.. and is that a really big deal...? well, maybe to other people is not a big deal but for me... it seems to be one of the most precious thing in my life... haiz... i don't expect people to understand but really i was really happy when people care for me.. i don't get that much when i was in primary or secondary school.. in fact i don't think anyone have cared for me in my secondary school days...(exaggerating la...)
Thank god that secondary life is OVER for me!!! I really don't wanna go to secondary school again... It really is the worst days of my life when I'm in secondary school... people just hates me... why? i don't know... i did nothing wrong but all the blame came to me... OMG!!! what am i at that time? A rubbish bin for people to throw all the blames and hatred?
Anyways... i should not held grudge on people who did those evil stuff on me... i shall not remember the bad and forget the goods, right? hehe... it should be the other way round.... all the DRAMA from my past... BYE BYE!!!! OUT OF MY MEMORIES!!! I should thank those who have hurt me or accused me before.... without you i would not have changed so much... without you, i would not have find happiness now... really.. seriously... if that incident did not happen.. I'm sure i will be worst now... A very bad tempered person (don't laugh... my temper last time is worst than now, okay! hehe...), bitchy, slutty, a smoker (most probably, you know... peer pressure... hahahaha), and many more (that kind that everyone hates)... so I'm glad i got outcast by my cliques/gang in secondary school... I'll just think that you people hate me because you are simply jealous of me.... hahahahaha.... THANK YOU!!!!
